well up until last night life has been pretty dull. just floatin through it like nothins gonna come around the bend. i mean like i've been hangin with people and goin to school and i finally got my own cell. but something is definetly getting better. started yesterday. well yea thats about it. l8r

i know i havent updated in a while but wutever. today was simply awesome. slept over doms house in OC then met up with my friend katie on the beach. we went there at about 10:15 and were there till 3. including the time we went on the boardwalk for lunch. i dont think i've ever spent that much time actually on the beach. lol. and i actually went in ( Read more... )

this life is amazing until something comes along and fucks all ur fuckin plans up!!! i fuckin hate it when this fuckin happens. FUCK THIS LIFE! i want a new one

i'm just sittin around. i cleaned my room. just reflecting on events from today. makes me wonder. o well nothins gonna stop me from tomorrow. i've made up my mind. i'm gonna do it. i'm gonna do something that makes me happy rather then help other people. cause no one wants to help me. so i'm gonna do this for myself. and if ur reading this. u wont ( Read more... )

uh lets c. nothing new to report except the obvious that right now i hate my life. every time i think something is going good, something else gets in the way or stops me from being happy. i'm not trying to b self centered but the past few months of my life have sucked majorly. i'm not goin into detail because i really dont feel like telling some ( Read more... )

i forgot to tell everyone that my mom is really close to sending me for psychiatric help or anger management. i just stared at her and laughed and simply said r u kidding me. so she replied i just dont know ur personality ne more or some shit like that. leave a comment if u agree with her or not on me getting help. b serious though i'm tryin to ( Read more... )

alrite hears how everythins been. last night i was up till about 1:30 babysitting, went to bed at around 3, and had to get up at 7 so i could go take the ACT test. now waking up was hard enough in itself, the test was just frustrating. like 4 hours long and i didnt say a word. (for those of u who know me well u know i cant not move for more then a ( Read more... )

yea i obviously havent updated in a long ass time. but wutever. neway. my spring break was pretty cool.had a lot of fun down the shore chillin with domma. total sweetness. even if he didnt have ne food at his house. god it was interesting having to take care of everyone cause of unmentioned circumstances. basically we just watched a shitload of ( Read more... )

nothin much to report. soccer season just started, i almost got in a fight with kyle on friday cause hes a fag, last basketball game is on monday, went to my friend johns house yesteday which was cool, then after that i went home and we had company over which was cool. and now today is boring sunday. whoever reads this today wants to chill call me ( Read more... )

nothin earthshattering to report. basically babysat my bro and sis all weekend. snorezville. gettin paid for it though which is pretty sweet. just got home from my bball game. we totally won. even though in the beginning we were down 16-0. but we came back and won 66-63. i had 7 points. shoulda been 8 but the ref said my 3 pointer was a 2. wanker. ( Read more... )