May 26, 2005 20:49
uh lets c. nothing new to report except the obvious that right now i hate my life. every time i think something is going good, something else gets in the way or stops me from being happy. i'm not trying to b self centered but the past few months of my life have sucked majorly. i'm not goin into detail because i really dont feel like telling some people about wuts goin on in my head. so i dont know. i fuckin hate new jersey. all it has brought me is pain. i cant wait to get out of here. and the more i think about it the more i want to leave and never look back. the only way of doin that right now that i can think of is joining the military. and i'm really close to enrolling. so unless something comes around in my life that is worth staying here for, u might not see me for a long time. so yea thats basically wut my mind is boiling down to. the only good day has really been today cause i got to chill with dusi and tai. that was crazy. played some video games and beat the crap out of each other and dropped more pizza on the floor then i ever thought was possible. (i didnt it was all tai and dusi i didnt want to waste mine cause i was fuckin hungry!)i only had like 8 slices too and ihad to b nice and leave 4 for dusis mom and sister. i'm so nice. then we drove tai home, played more baseball, then stopped by angels to say hello. that was funny too. well just got in and m probably going to spend the rest of the night and morning in my room watching movies till school starts. peace out bitches