Just got tickets to see the Fray! YAY BABY. Yes I'm excited, absolutely adore them, their last album is one of my fave albums ever, got me through Dundee. And best of all, it's in Leeds! Which means no train hassle! Champion ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this sad for a while. I mean proper low. Well it's more like a dull aching, emotional feel. I feel so trapped but also catastrophic (sp?) with my life. I seem to break everything I have good going for me. I should be moving forward, I have so much to do in life but I'm losing belief. I'm not really looking forward to the future, I'm ( Read more... )

Man my head is being tossed from one emotion to another. One moment I'm coping fine, next minute I can't stand it and I feel like breaking down. Admitedly I'm dealing with it all alot better than I expected. A year and a half ago I wouldn't be able to try and put weight on, now I am slowly, even if my head can't seem to work out what it feels about ( Read more... )

Things are so fucked up now it's unbelievable. I'm so scared of change and what the future is going to bring. I'm not looking forward to it and it feels like everything is going wrong or against me. I'm having to change but it's so hard to accept it. What it will do to me mentally. The plan for weight gain has now kicked in and it's just been so ( Read more... )