fuck fuck fuck fuck
i need to get out of this house.
i need to get out of this fucking house.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
so fucking bored!
stupid people... QUIT GOING TO WORK AND HANG OUT WITH ME! ... actually no, i'm not that selfish. though i am picky who i hang out with... specially those two individuals who are so boring to hang out with because they just want me to drive around to really far off places where they only stay for about ten minutes before they have to go back home or have annoying bfs who have utter control over their lives and won't let them hang out with me because i think she should dump the jackass. *cough*
lately i've been wanting to do some research into ancient korean culture. i know so much about japan's i feel bad that i've somewhat neglected my own heritage. (which i primarily ignored because the koreans were always rude to me in high school and i never liked korean food in the first place).
but i've been watching a lot of AZN television lately and they have a korean soap opera going on entitled Dae Jang Geum. it's about the story of jang-geum, who was the first female to become the king's physician. (and jang-guem was a real person to)! ... plus it plays off as kinda a soap opera and that already makes it someone addicting... ... ... anyways i'm curious to understand the structure of that society.
*suddenly has hiccups*
well shit.
*hate*
ummm...
what else can i say about what's going on? i have a six month anniversary coming up (or eight month, it depends on when exactly it started, which i am confused about). but i don't celebrate those things. he wants to go off to see the world, and i won't be able to journey with him. so i'd rather think about how much time i have left with him or how much time i've spent with him... that's time i can't use. i just want to cherish the time i have with him. and then that time will be with me until we meet again.
and i only have four dollars to my name. i must remedy that somehow. ... and spend less money on books.
oh hey watching south park is fun. i suppose i will go back to that then and stop typing.
i need to get out of this fucking house.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
so fucking bored!
stupid people... QUIT GOING TO WORK AND HANG OUT WITH ME! ... actually no, i'm not that selfish. though i am picky who i hang out with... specially those two individuals who are so boring to hang out with because they just want me to drive around to really far off places where they only stay for about ten minutes before they have to go back home or have annoying bfs who have utter control over their lives and won't let them hang out with me because i think she should dump the jackass. *cough*
lately i've been wanting to do some research into ancient korean culture. i know so much about japan's i feel bad that i've somewhat neglected my own heritage. (which i primarily ignored because the koreans were always rude to me in high school and i never liked korean food in the first place).
but i've been watching a lot of AZN television lately and they have a korean soap opera going on entitled Dae Jang Geum. it's about the story of jang-geum, who was the first female to become the king's physician. (and jang-guem was a real person to)! ... plus it plays off as kinda a soap opera and that already makes it someone addicting... ... ... anyways i'm curious to understand the structure of that society.
*suddenly has hiccups*
well shit.
*hate*
ummm...
what else can i say about what's going on? i have a six month anniversary coming up (or eight month, it depends on when exactly it started, which i am confused about). but i don't celebrate those things. he wants to go off to see the world, and i won't be able to journey with him. so i'd rather think about how much time i have left with him or how much time i've spent with him... that's time i can't use. i just want to cherish the time i have with him. and then that time will be with me until we meet again.
and i only have four dollars to my name. i must remedy that somehow. ... and spend less money on books.
oh hey watching south park is fun. i suppose i will go back to that then and stop typing.