I'm gonna get murdered
I forgot the Olympics started this weekend and I didn't watch any Metalocalypse. I'm a stupid twat.
We're not one of those hardcore houses where we place bets and have parties and make snacks or anything, but we do keep it on in the background and make time to watch our favorite events. I'm swimming/gymnastics (men's and women's) while Alex is volleyball/beach volleyball/anything where women where next to nothing and look amazing. My preferences have very little to do with looks but jeez the American men's gymnastics team is cute.
Still having anxiety issues over the cuntrag at the beach Friday. I've been having nightmares about anxiety-type issues, like my mother and sister screaming at me my house isn't clean or my dad complaining we don't get together enough and that kind of stuff. Usually when it's this bad I can meditate and it slowly improves but it's been really difficult.
I'm not sure why this rattled me so badly. I don't think it had anything to do with Holden or his autism, really. I think it was more on the lines of "omg this man might be picking a fight and I don't have anyone here to back me up!" Which is bullshit because if anyone was going to back me up it would be that group considering that Abby is disabled herself. I don't handle being confronted well, it's why I ended up picked on so much in school, I never fought back or stood up for myself. Doesn't help that I was in an unfamiliar place and he was a stranger. I'm so introverted. It's awful. =/
I mentioned before that I'd been watching Red vs Blue. We haven't watched any more of it (thanks Olympics) but I'm bringing it up because omg Rooster Teeth where have you been all my life?!
Alex and I accidentally stumbled on RT a few times before finally going "huh, maybe these cats are worth checking out." BEST DECISION EVER. I love RT. I love Achievement Hunter. I love the podcast. I love all the guys, even Gavin who is dumb as a box of rocks. Seriously, he's only good at Minecraft and filming things in slow motion. I don't even know why this kid is my favorite. Or even why I'm calling him a kid when he's only a year younger than I am.
Anyway. Rooster Teeth. Hilarious stuff. Looking forward to learning more about them.
Ugh, I took a break to read this and I hate it. Fucking anxious rambling. I wanted this to sound more focused and less like I'm trying to find reasons not to go to bed. =C
We're not one of those hardcore houses where we place bets and have parties and make snacks or anything, but we do keep it on in the background and make time to watch our favorite events. I'm swimming/gymnastics (men's and women's) while Alex is volleyball/beach volleyball/anything where women where next to nothing and look amazing. My preferences have very little to do with looks but jeez the American men's gymnastics team is cute.
Still having anxiety issues over the cuntrag at the beach Friday. I've been having nightmares about anxiety-type issues, like my mother and sister screaming at me my house isn't clean or my dad complaining we don't get together enough and that kind of stuff. Usually when it's this bad I can meditate and it slowly improves but it's been really difficult.
I'm not sure why this rattled me so badly. I don't think it had anything to do with Holden or his autism, really. I think it was more on the lines of "omg this man might be picking a fight and I don't have anyone here to back me up!" Which is bullshit because if anyone was going to back me up it would be that group considering that Abby is disabled herself. I don't handle being confronted well, it's why I ended up picked on so much in school, I never fought back or stood up for myself. Doesn't help that I was in an unfamiliar place and he was a stranger. I'm so introverted. It's awful. =/
I mentioned before that I'd been watching Red vs Blue. We haven't watched any more of it (thanks Olympics) but I'm bringing it up because omg Rooster Teeth where have you been all my life?!
Alex and I accidentally stumbled on RT a few times before finally going "huh, maybe these cats are worth checking out." BEST DECISION EVER. I love RT. I love Achievement Hunter. I love the podcast. I love all the guys, even Gavin who is dumb as a box of rocks. Seriously, he's only good at Minecraft and filming things in slow motion. I don't even know why this kid is my favorite. Or even why I'm calling him a kid when he's only a year younger than I am.
Anyway. Rooster Teeth. Hilarious stuff. Looking forward to learning more about them.
Ugh, I took a break to read this and I hate it. Fucking anxious rambling. I wanted this to sound more focused and less like I'm trying to find reasons not to go to bed. =C