So, B left town on Thursday, the anniversary of Cam's death, which was actually harder than I had expected to deal with. Here's my response to her note ( Read more... )

Well, I had an anxiety attack tonight. It's been a LONG time since I've had one, and fortunately, I managed to reign this one in pretty quickly, and I don't think even Becca noticed. Side effect is that I'm definitely NOT sleeping now. sh*tty ( Read more... )

I'm feeling guilty 'cause I had planned to update this more regularly, but have been failing miserably ( Read more... )

and the past few weeks, it's been more hurting days than not. Amazingly, the day that my one LJ friend loses his life and can't post anymore, a long lost friend resurfaces and starts posting ( Read more... )