'masochist'
So maybe tonight i'm going through cold turkey, because it hasnt been a particularly good day. I've been hurt and a couple of things just rubbed some salt into my wounds today. and.. i'm not numbing them.
Embrace pain, and allowing it to sink deep and change me as I see how my soul, body, mind and will grows to improve me. Its a natural progression, but i need Jesus to determine my attitude- it can be bitter, or better.
so tonight i'm sleeping with a heavy heart, and just broken maybe. definitely not one of the worst nights ever, i've had worse. but i guess its a small step to embracing pain all over again, and trusting that tomorrow will be a better day.
Embrace pain, and allowing it to sink deep and change me as I see how my soul, body, mind and will grows to improve me. Its a natural progression, but i need Jesus to determine my attitude- it can be bitter, or better.
so tonight i'm sleeping with a heavy heart, and just broken maybe. definitely not one of the worst nights ever, i've had worse. but i guess its a small step to embracing pain all over again, and trusting that tomorrow will be a better day.