Captive
i've not written freely for the sake of making sense for the past few years now, and i feel like crying because of that.
Do I need to make sense? Do i need to be understood? Must i make a point? Must i matter to people?
so many versions of the same question i cannot put in a single phrase.
what has changed?
what has placed me in this deceptively spacious box?
Lord, now is the right time for a breakthrough. I need a breakthrough, not just a revival, not just your presence or atmosphere or attitude shift or behaviour modification.
I need something I have not yet received.
Do I need to make sense? Do i need to be understood? Must i make a point? Must i matter to people?
so many versions of the same question i cannot put in a single phrase.
what has changed?
what has placed me in this deceptively spacious box?
Lord, now is the right time for a breakthrough. I need a breakthrough, not just a revival, not just your presence or atmosphere or attitude shift or behaviour modification.
I need something I have not yet received.