i like the way you work it.
I collect my thoughts and I'm prepaired to burden him with my true feelings...
but NO! He had to hold me and whisper and gaze... and any rational thought that had been perched at the tip of my tongue dissolved. Super.
Thursday night... after spending time with him, I took J to the Hippodrome for her 18th bday. I don't mind leaving him for her; she's worth it. Turned out to be one my best club experiences... intense red shirted man, adorable kid w/ butt, tall eccentric European, outgoing polo shirt, and skinny funky haired boy. I was impressed with myself.. which is a rare feeling.. but gives me hope... for the future without him.
"Why do you always have the end in mind!?"
"Because I have to... otherwise its gonna hurt too much."
"Stop it... just think about NOW."
...when I say I'm strong, its bullshit.
but NO! He had to hold me and whisper and gaze... and any rational thought that had been perched at the tip of my tongue dissolved. Super.
Thursday night... after spending time with him, I took J to the Hippodrome for her 18th bday. I don't mind leaving him for her; she's worth it. Turned out to be one my best club experiences... intense red shirted man, adorable kid w/ butt, tall eccentric European, outgoing polo shirt, and skinny funky haired boy. I was impressed with myself.. which is a rare feeling.. but gives me hope... for the future without him.
"Why do you always have the end in mind!?"
"Because I have to... otherwise its gonna hurt too much."
"Stop it... just think about NOW."
...when I say I'm strong, its bullshit.