worry my life away
So life is nearly normal again... or as normal is my life can get.
Last night: dinner with S, then a party at E's house... where I rocked at beer pong. I wish that was enough to keep my mind off of M... who insists on calling and creating even more conflict. Sadly, he knows that I'll stick around.
Smart Kid, F, at work approaches me... and asks me out to lunch. This without any prior conversation... which makes me nervous. He's totally judging me based on my appearance... he called me classy. WHAT the hell??!?! I like to fart and get cocked and pout and play with my hair. I'm not ready to be "classy"! Damn it all. So we have a date and I'm trapped. Boyfriend will not be happy.
... if single life is a series of dates and engagements, I'm not sure if I like it. I like his familiar laugh and his eyes, the way he would say my name...
Soon I'll grow up and I wont even flinch at your name.
Last night: dinner with S, then a party at E's house... where I rocked at beer pong. I wish that was enough to keep my mind off of M... who insists on calling and creating even more conflict. Sadly, he knows that I'll stick around.
Smart Kid, F, at work approaches me... and asks me out to lunch. This without any prior conversation... which makes me nervous. He's totally judging me based on my appearance... he called me classy. WHAT the hell??!?! I like to fart and get cocked and pout and play with my hair. I'm not ready to be "classy"! Damn it all. So we have a date and I'm trapped. Boyfriend will not be happy.
... if single life is a series of dates and engagements, I'm not sure if I like it. I like his familiar laugh and his eyes, the way he would say my name...
Soon I'll grow up and I wont even flinch at your name.