live a little / love a little
When you're not on happy terms with the person you love deeply, its hard to find happiness elsewhere. Friday night... K, C, S and I ended up @ a party at JM's house. Nothing super. M is possesive to the point that I feel guilty if I'm not angelic while we're apart. He makes me regret...
Saturday night.. A's had a bash. Consequently, I got cocked out of my mind.. for the 1st time in 3 weeks. BP and a keg. Luckily K and L were there to keep me out of trouble and save me from utter embarrassment. I gladly found time to chill with BL, A, E, and K. What was I thinking... actually, I know exactly what I was thinking. Stupid stupid stupid.
L came by on Sunday and we chilled @ E's house, where we indulged in more substances. I'd been meaning to visit him for a while. Then I hit up the Olive Garden with L and K. Needless to say, M is "dissapointed, not mad." He's away in Vermont and I'm livin it up.
"I just want to be there for you... if something were to happen, I'm miles and miles away. I'm worried Keena." Maybe I'm being immature when I say that sounds ridiculous. Unless... love = worry?
I feel dumb. And he makes me this way.
Saturday night.. A's had a bash. Consequently, I got cocked out of my mind.. for the 1st time in 3 weeks. BP and a keg. Luckily K and L were there to keep me out of trouble and save me from utter embarrassment. I gladly found time to chill with BL, A, E, and K. What was I thinking... actually, I know exactly what I was thinking. Stupid stupid stupid.
L came by on Sunday and we chilled @ E's house, where we indulged in more substances. I'd been meaning to visit him for a while. Then I hit up the Olive Garden with L and K. Needless to say, M is "dissapointed, not mad." He's away in Vermont and I'm livin it up.
"I just want to be there for you... if something were to happen, I'm miles and miles away. I'm worried Keena." Maybe I'm being immature when I say that sounds ridiculous. Unless... love = worry?
I feel dumb. And he makes me this way.