Letting Go.
How horribly frustrating! I checked my account online tonight and it is overdrawn by 6 dollars because I was charged an "insufficient funds" which it most definitely was not. So now I have to call and deal with that but I can't until Monday because they are closed!
Man!
Also I have realized that I am really finally starting to get fed up with things. I mean, whether it's people taking advantage of me, my things, or even people in general I am coming to that point in the school year where I am just not feeling like dealing with it. Most of what I am feeling could be settled if I just did the right thing and told people that I was tired of being their scapegoat. I am finally getting up the courage to do something about it. However horrible I feel about it, and I know that I look like a jerk to them but I am tired of being the one everyone relies on to do everything, or just assume you can run over me and use things that are mine without asking. I am done being run over. I think this is finally the first step of dealing with this uncontrollable rage I have been battling. God didn't make me to be passive and a people pleaser, he made me to be a human being and darn it I deserve to be treated like one.
~hearts~
Man!
Also I have realized that I am really finally starting to get fed up with things. I mean, whether it's people taking advantage of me, my things, or even people in general I am coming to that point in the school year where I am just not feeling like dealing with it. Most of what I am feeling could be settled if I just did the right thing and told people that I was tired of being their scapegoat. I am finally getting up the courage to do something about it. However horrible I feel about it, and I know that I look like a jerk to them but I am tired of being the one everyone relies on to do everything, or just assume you can run over me and use things that are mine without asking. I am done being run over. I think this is finally the first step of dealing with this uncontrollable rage I have been battling. God didn't make me to be passive and a people pleaser, he made me to be a human being and darn it I deserve to be treated like one.
~hearts~