Giving of myself to be more like You.
This is going to be a opposite post from the previous. Though I am still very frustrated with being taken advantage of, I have been feeling better.
The first part of this post is going to be all about Kole. God bless her heart, I am not sure where I would be or how I could have made it through this summer and this year without her. God has totally given me a precious gift in her. I am so honored to be her friend. There are so many times when I am upset or irrational that she sits with me or walks with me for hours even and just talks to me and helps me sort it out. I only hope I can be everything to her that she has been to me. Thank you Kole, for being such a beautiful person.
A lot of my stress was relieved after being able to talk to her last night. Then I finally gave into Cheryl and let her start on the Christmas decorating. Our first tree is up and so are our lights. I will admit it feels a lot nicer around here and some how instantly cheers you up when you walk in the room, it's funny how decorations or moving things around can do that for you. Also to make myself feel better I have been watching really good movies. For example, at the moment I am watching The Illusionist. It's as my roommate says, "so pretty." The film is indeed so beautiful and moving, inspired. It makes me actually think I would like going into film. I know it's a lot of work to even come out with something so fantastic, but just think! If you could be even a small part of that, how lovely.
I am so lucky, yet... so ungrateful.
~hearts~
The first part of this post is going to be all about Kole. God bless her heart, I am not sure where I would be or how I could have made it through this summer and this year without her. God has totally given me a precious gift in her. I am so honored to be her friend. There are so many times when I am upset or irrational that she sits with me or walks with me for hours even and just talks to me and helps me sort it out. I only hope I can be everything to her that she has been to me. Thank you Kole, for being such a beautiful person.
A lot of my stress was relieved after being able to talk to her last night. Then I finally gave into Cheryl and let her start on the Christmas decorating. Our first tree is up and so are our lights. I will admit it feels a lot nicer around here and some how instantly cheers you up when you walk in the room, it's funny how decorations or moving things around can do that for you. Also to make myself feel better I have been watching really good movies. For example, at the moment I am watching The Illusionist. It's as my roommate says, "so pretty." The film is indeed so beautiful and moving, inspired. It makes me actually think I would like going into film. I know it's a lot of work to even come out with something so fantastic, but just think! If you could be even a small part of that, how lovely.
I am so lucky, yet... so ungrateful.
~hearts~