fuck feelings

[kcscrystal]

I just found out that the last kid i was dating has a girlfriend. I dated him mostly from march to july...not a long time, but long enough to leave an imprint. The whole time we were dating he said that he didn't have time for a girlfriend and that if we became official all he would do is disappoint me because he was always so busy. I didn't

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[bigmlittleorgan]

whoa.. fuck feelings? Umm..could you be a bit more specific there? Fuck feelings for your ex? I hate to tell ya.. but generally when someone says they just to busy.. means they are just to busy to make time for you. I find it kind of ironic though, that once you actually wanted to be with someone they didn't. Did you actually want to be with him because he didn't? Is that what made you want him more? I know this situation all to well I don't think it was you, I think it was him. If he didn't want you.. then wtf is wrong with him? Maybe your dating the wrong type of guys. Where do you live again? I would love to hang out. Thats the exact reason i don't have many friends. ha ha your too cute!

you're on to me...

[kcscrystal]

no, i just mean fuck feelings in general, they're a pain in the butt. And yeah, he was a busy person, but he wasn't THAT busy, and i knew it. I probably was just more infatuated with him because he didn't want me, see, i'm addicted to the chase. after the catch, it gets boring. but i hate playing the game... therefore i'm a walking contradiction. I'm sure i am dating the wrong guys, but how am i to know the right guys? i only know who i get attracted to. the wrong ones. i live in ogden, i'm sure we could arrange a meeting sometime.
I hope this reply gets to you, i'm still confused about this livejournal thing, i just figured out how to change my pages colors! --well thanks for the interest in my thoughts anyhow!