tick tock
Do you think timing is everything? Is everything we do based on the timing of how we do it? or does fate control everything we do and no matter what time we do it, thats when it was supposed to happen. Often i wonder, "if i had been 10 minutes later to that would things still have happened the same way." . . . I'm tired again. when i'm tired i can't get my thoughts out the way i want. Things don't seem to make as much sense when i'm tired. But i need to do this before i go to sleep, it helps clear my brain.
I went to yoga the other day, and for part of the class we meditated. I used to be able to do this just fine, and in fact was really good at it. But this time, i couldn't clear my mind. we were supposed to sit there in the silence and let all the troubles and thoughts from that day just drift away until we were in serenity and silence in our own minds, at peace. And i couldn't do it! My mind wouldn't clear. it was so aggravating...and being aggravated is the last way to try at relax.
this is too hard. my brain has shut down...i need to sleep. i went to a haunted house tonight and it wore me out. i'll sleep and maybe i'll collect my thoughts tomorrow and be able to write better.
Crystal~
I went to yoga the other day, and for part of the class we meditated. I used to be able to do this just fine, and in fact was really good at it. But this time, i couldn't clear my mind. we were supposed to sit there in the silence and let all the troubles and thoughts from that day just drift away until we were in serenity and silence in our own minds, at peace. And i couldn't do it! My mind wouldn't clear. it was so aggravating...and being aggravated is the last way to try at relax.
this is too hard. my brain has shut down...i need to sleep. i went to a haunted house tonight and it wore me out. i'll sleep and maybe i'll collect my thoughts tomorrow and be able to write better.
Crystal~