have you ever?

Sep 13, 2004 22:06

have you ever been lonely? and i mean lonely to the point where it doesn't matter how many people are around you, you still feel completely alone. and the strange part about it, is that it only takes one person to make you feel not so lonely anymore. One person can do more then millions of people just by being near you.
i'm still looking for that person. i thought my mom coming home would be the cure, but it hasn't been. it's helped a ton though, believe me! i love that she's home! but i'm looking for another kind of company. someone you can just chill with, just the two of you alone, and have the best time of your life.
I think this summer has gotten me all "peopled-out." I was constantly surrounded by friends, and friends of friends everyday all summer. and don't get my wrong, it was tons of fun at the begginning...but a person can only take so much until they're fighting for their freedom.
I used to hate to get off work, come home and go to bed! i thought it was the lamest thing ever! ...But now thats all i want to do. i get done with work and i don't want to hang out. i just want to type my thoughts on this here thing, maybe take a bath, watch a movie... and go to sleep. mmmm... i'm going to go do that now.
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