A day in my life...
Today I hear some Fujita Emi's songs in many times, just for random, I read a translation of one Emi's song and wanted to see the melody.
Well, I feel free these days haha, but more free I am, more I just think about him.
And Emi's songs made me think of him again... I don't know why their lyrics - the songs I listen today is exactly right for my current situation, ha, that makes my mood. The lyrics is very simple, the melody is innocent and soft and her voice is great. It's the first time I listen her, though.
It likes what in If...
"If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know."
And it just likes what in Wide Awake
"If you will let me share your day
My life's forever yours"
"I will wait for you as the days go by
With my dream - though i am wide awake"
Somehow those lines are what I want to say with him, maybe just in my mind haha.
Anyway, her songs are so beautiful, if you listen her once. Although they're almost sad.
... I stopped wondering how to not think of him, because I understood that I can't... but I miss him, I'm getting not resist him, and I love him more day by day... Now I know I will not able to forget him in all my life, because he's the person who taught me what is true love, he's my only one... forever.