So it was my birthday last week, and that's a thing that happened. I've had kind of a shitty week due to work-related crap, and my brain is doing that detached-and-lonely thing that is my version of depression, but none of that is at all birthday-related. For my birthday I saw Macbeth at the Armory -- the one with Kenneth Branagh and River Song ( Read more... )

So as of today, I am officially unemployed for four months. Huzzah. If anyone knows anyone in the NYC area who could use a stage manager/techie/temp admin from end of August through beginning of December, I will gladly pass them my resume. I've been browsing around the usual theater job sites for weeks, but the pickings are slim at the moment. Next ( Read more... )

Why hello there, self-doubt, how lovely to see you again. ( blah blah angstcakes )

I'm back on another show now (started last Tuesday), which means I pretty much dropped off the face of the internets for the past week. It's been fun readjusting to running eight performances a week all over again, and this show's a bit more labor intensive than the last few. Less stressful, because I've taken over as ASM and am only running ( Read more... )

So I did the thing where I randomly burst into tears in the bathroom this morning because I'm so unhappy with my life and feel like a failure for no reason and shit like that, but I'm not going to write up a long emo post about that. Instead, I'm going to channel my energies into getting the hell out of DC in the next six months, because while I ( Read more... )

Memo to self: when feeling lonely, watching romantic comedies really does not help ( Read more... )

I'm having a mild breakdown every other week now. I generally get at least six or seven hours of sleep at night -- often in place of, say, schoolwork -- but I'm still completely exhausted all day every day. I'm starting to stress out over insignificant things now, which has never been my style. I'm falling behind in my stupid art class and ( Read more... )

Guess who didn't get cast in a single damn University Theater show, in spite of 50+ parts for actors, in spite of having auditioned for absolutely everything, in spite of getting called back for several major parts?

Yeah. Yeah, that would be me.

Fuckses.

( nothing to see here, move along )