Wow.
Livejournal, how I've missed you.

I feel like Livejournal is my security blanket.
Livejournal takes care of me, and protects me when I need it to.

It's nice to be back.

xo

Holy shit.
Ive totally abandoned Livejournal.
I told myself I would never.
"We'll always be together, LJ"

Annnnywayyyy.
I lost almost 25lbs.
Im almost skinny!!!
I still have about 13 more to go.

Anita loves me.
I think she wants to do me.

Evan's cute.
I like him a little :)

Does anyone ever write in here religiously anymore?

xo

I have become totally disgusted with myself.

I found a picture of me from senior year. I almost cried at how skinny I was. So Ive decided that its time for me to not be such a fucking fat ass, and lose this fucking weight.

I put the picture up on the fridge.

Its my motivation.

xo

Everyone is writting long posts, so I guess I must too ( Read more... )

I love how everyones livejournals are the same.
School sucks
Im stressed out
I want to kill my professors

xo

wow.
I kinda forgot livejournal exsisted.

xo

Theres a new book out that I want to read.
Its about how the people closest to you are the ones who pull you down.
(unconsciously that is)

I really want to read it.

xo

I think Im going to bring my black hair back from the dead.
I should have never died it in the first place,
So now my hair is all funky and ugly.
So I think the only reasonable answer is to go back to black.
I mean, once you go black, you never go back.
And thats not just with black penis either.

xo

Im really sick of my life right now ( Read more... )

Im losing my faith in you.
But you dont want it to be true.
But theres nothing you can do.
Oh whoahhh.
And theres nothing you can do.
Because Ive lost my faith in you.

I love how Im the built in babysitter.
Or how he can go out and not tell me anything, but he needs a play by play when I go out.

Fuck my current standing.

xo