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Everyone is writting long posts, so I guess I must too.
Last week I went to Dennys with Alexis for the first time in months. It made me realize how much I miss having her around. I miss being able to get her at 1230 and go for a ride and smoke cigarettes and complain about how sad we are, but how we secretly like it better that way.
We partied together sunday night. And honestly, if no one else had come, I wouldnt have even cared.
I find myself missing her the most. The way she believes no one is better/smarter/hotter than she is. And how having sex with a teacher is her life goal. She doesnt judge me, even when I fuck up. She is NEVER selfish, when it comes to our friendship.
Im sick of alot of things in my life.
Im sick of trying to live up to others impossible expectations. Because after all, Im only human. I fuck up. I am not perfect. Certain people in my life seem to think that I am.
Im frustrated.
I need to cut ties. I know exactly where I need to start, but its standing up and doing it thats hard.
xo
Last week I went to Dennys with Alexis for the first time in months. It made me realize how much I miss having her around. I miss being able to get her at 1230 and go for a ride and smoke cigarettes and complain about how sad we are, but how we secretly like it better that way.
We partied together sunday night. And honestly, if no one else had come, I wouldnt have even cared.
I find myself missing her the most. The way she believes no one is better/smarter/hotter than she is. And how having sex with a teacher is her life goal. She doesnt judge me, even when I fuck up. She is NEVER selfish, when it comes to our friendship.
Im sick of alot of things in my life.
Im sick of trying to live up to others impossible expectations. Because after all, Im only human. I fuck up. I am not perfect. Certain people in my life seem to think that I am.
Im frustrated.
I need to cut ties. I know exactly where I need to start, but its standing up and doing it thats hard.
xo