The Closing of the Year
It’s been an interesting couple of days. First I want to say that I’m very disappointed in my team. I hate the eagles very much and that made our lost more devastating. 44-6 is abysmal for the team let alone for the eagles to beat us by that. They were so classless about it, laughing… egging the fans, and etc. I hate that fucking team. They don’t deserve to be in the playoffs. Ok… But I’m not going to be completely bias here, we need a change. A HUGE change. Either they have to get rid of Phillips or change the philosophy of the team. I mean get more fearless and ruthless. Act like each second is an opportunity. I mean every December Dallas drops the ball and it’s not a coincidence. Something is wrong, very wrong. I still believe if Parcells would have stayed another year (2007) we would have went to the super bowl. That was just a sad night for me. Thankfully I was drunk at the time so it wasn’t too bad. I had comfort in my beer. Now for the tune I sang every year. We have next year! Damn it!
It’s going to be 2009 and it’s going to be a GREAT YEAR! Number NINE! YES! I believe it and I am going to fight, fight, fight, to make that happen. Things are going to happen for the best for me, I know it. This year has been terrible. Wretched beyond belief. I’ve gained at least 30 pounds from stress by work, I tried unsuccessfully to get a license. I lost almost 600 dollars in a business opportunity that went sour and now I’m in more debt than ever. I almost broke up with my boyfriend, I went to the hospital, and the worst thing is that I lost my grandma. Starting off the New Year with a stolen wallet is definitely a bad sign! But… I believe that when things hit rock bottom and go south in a terrible way that the only way you can go is up and there’s light ahead, I know it. I am going to get myself together, lose the weight, finish my book, and definitely get a NEW JOB! I am going to finish my big 25 countdown list and I’m going to run again. I was happy running and now I can’t run a block without feeling exhausted. Things are going to change, I can feel. It has to…