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I just hate it when I skip concerts and other nice things simply because I want to sleep. Last weekend, I skipped the punk show, on Monday I skipped two Independence day parties, and yesterday I skipped Tuikku café because I never made it out of bed. I just got up to take my meds.
I had nightmares, and I also felt like my blanket was all weird and kept on bothering me.
I never regret going to concerts and such, but I always regret when I spent time sleeping, even if it feels right at that moment.
I almost slept all day, even if I had coffee and milk and sugar in my home and I also had money, but they didn’t motivate me to get up.
I got up anyway, it was about two o’clock in the afternoon.
I took my morning meds and got dressed. I had to take two tranquilizers, they didn’t help. I wonder why tranquilizers never help when I want them to help.
I left and went downtown to a library, there was a knitting & novel reading group. I had a good time there, even if I was being a grumpy cat. I soon warmed up and talked with others.
After the group, I went to a clothing shop and noticed that they still had one of my favorite t- shirts for sale. I took a train back home and went to pick up a package from the postal office. It was the neck lotion I had ordered last week.
I had received a card from a friend, thank you so much!
I went back home and took my evening meds.
I applied the cortisone emulsion on my scalp.
I did the evening skincare routine, and applied the neck lotion.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I don’t realize where my time went; like, I could just be chilling out and having fun, and then I realize I have wasted my entire day. I feel like I need to make every moment count because some day I will be dead.
Or sometimes I get these feelings of dread and sadness, that usually last for one second.
It has been a week since my period ended, and I already have PMS.
Tomorrow, as soon as I am up from the bed, I will take a shower and do the 12- step Korean skincare regiment.
In the evening, I will go to a knitting & novel reading group.
After that, I will go to movies.
On Friday, I will go visit Horror Shop, and then I will go visit my friend Elisa. I will also receive the weekly allowance; I will buy lip scrub, some greeting cards, postage stamps, prepaid movie tickets, and a ticket to Dog Fair next week.
On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework.
On Sunday, I will go visit my parents so that they can give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.
In the evening, I will go to a spa for a manicure.
I had nightmares, and I also felt like my blanket was all weird and kept on bothering me.
I never regret going to concerts and such, but I always regret when I spent time sleeping, even if it feels right at that moment.
I almost slept all day, even if I had coffee and milk and sugar in my home and I also had money, but they didn’t motivate me to get up.
I got up anyway, it was about two o’clock in the afternoon.
I took my morning meds and got dressed. I had to take two tranquilizers, they didn’t help. I wonder why tranquilizers never help when I want them to help.
I left and went downtown to a library, there was a knitting & novel reading group. I had a good time there, even if I was being a grumpy cat. I soon warmed up and talked with others.
After the group, I went to a clothing shop and noticed that they still had one of my favorite t- shirts for sale. I took a train back home and went to pick up a package from the postal office. It was the neck lotion I had ordered last week.
I had received a card from a friend, thank you so much!
I went back home and took my evening meds.
I applied the cortisone emulsion on my scalp.
I did the evening skincare routine, and applied the neck lotion.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I don’t realize where my time went; like, I could just be chilling out and having fun, and then I realize I have wasted my entire day. I feel like I need to make every moment count because some day I will be dead.
Or sometimes I get these feelings of dread and sadness, that usually last for one second.
It has been a week since my period ended, and I already have PMS.
Tomorrow, as soon as I am up from the bed, I will take a shower and do the 12- step Korean skincare regiment.
In the evening, I will go to a knitting & novel reading group.
After that, I will go to movies.
On Friday, I will go visit Horror Shop, and then I will go visit my friend Elisa. I will also receive the weekly allowance; I will buy lip scrub, some greeting cards, postage stamps, prepaid movie tickets, and a ticket to Dog Fair next week.
On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework.
On Sunday, I will go visit my parents so that they can give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.
In the evening, I will go to a spa for a manicure.