A bad day that turned out alright
Last night I had a dream where I had another apartment in my childhood hometown, and wondered if I should move there permanently.
I got up in the morning, took my meds, got dressed, slathered lotion on my face.
I had received my weekly allowance from my financial worker. I paid for the rest of the commission to Candy, and then I went out to recharge my travel card.
I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said I can. She was waiting for me at the bus stop, and we took the same bus to my parents' home.
I had coffee and some blueberry muffins, and then I had to leave again. I took a bus back home and went to the beautician to have my nails done.
Once back home, I felt anxious and manic, so I took two Oxamin tablets. Soon I started feeling so much worse that my breath came out in short gasps.
I went out and took a train to downtown, and went to the parish. I took another two Oxamins, and called my mother to ask her if I can come over. She told me she was going grocery shopping with my dad, but she texted me later and said that now I can come over.
I took a train and a bus to my parents' home, once there mom let me in. Both my mom and dad were so sweet to me.
I started feeling better.
Mom walked with me halfway through the way back to my hometown, once there I picked up trash and took some discarded trolleys back to the shopping mall.
I visited a few shops and then I went back home.
I took my evening meds, sprayed Nasonex into my nostrils, put on my nightie, and did the evening skincare regiment.
I watched The Good Place on Netflix.
Today I found myself thinking, "I want to go home" when I was at my own home. Simply being at your home isn't enough, you have to feel like home.
When I lived in my former apartment, I always referred it as an apartment instead of home.
Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework; change the towels, wash the laundry, tidy up the bathroom, and take out the recycling.
I might also go visit an art museum.
On Sunday, I will ride my bicycle to my parents' home and back. Once there, my dad will give me the weekly allowance. I will make the weekly phonecall to my granny. As for the allowance, I will buy birthday cards to two of my friends, Mirette and Furby, they have their birthdays this month :3
I got up in the morning, took my meds, got dressed, slathered lotion on my face.
I had received my weekly allowance from my financial worker. I paid for the rest of the commission to Candy, and then I went out to recharge my travel card.
I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said I can. She was waiting for me at the bus stop, and we took the same bus to my parents' home.
I had coffee and some blueberry muffins, and then I had to leave again. I took a bus back home and went to the beautician to have my nails done.
Once back home, I felt anxious and manic, so I took two Oxamin tablets. Soon I started feeling so much worse that my breath came out in short gasps.
I went out and took a train to downtown, and went to the parish. I took another two Oxamins, and called my mother to ask her if I can come over. She told me she was going grocery shopping with my dad, but she texted me later and said that now I can come over.
I took a train and a bus to my parents' home, once there mom let me in. Both my mom and dad were so sweet to me.
I started feeling better.
Mom walked with me halfway through the way back to my hometown, once there I picked up trash and took some discarded trolleys back to the shopping mall.
I visited a few shops and then I went back home.
I took my evening meds, sprayed Nasonex into my nostrils, put on my nightie, and did the evening skincare regiment.
I watched The Good Place on Netflix.
Today I found myself thinking, "I want to go home" when I was at my own home. Simply being at your home isn't enough, you have to feel like home.
When I lived in my former apartment, I always referred it as an apartment instead of home.
Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework; change the towels, wash the laundry, tidy up the bathroom, and take out the recycling.
I might also go visit an art museum.
On Sunday, I will ride my bicycle to my parents' home and back. Once there, my dad will give me the weekly allowance. I will make the weekly phonecall to my granny. As for the allowance, I will buy birthday cards to two of my friends, Mirette and Furby, they have their birthdays this month :3