Mar 09, 2019 22:00
Yesterday I received the weekly allowance from my guardian of interest. I paid for my Microsoft Word subscription.
I was glad that I managed to do all the morning routines before heading out.
I went to the shopping mall and withdrew cash at an ATM machine.
Later that day, I went to the hairdresser and had my fringe shortened above my eyebrows, neatened evenly and cut so that it fit the shape of my face.
I went shopping and bought the basic necessities.
In the evening I went to the Red Cross youth group, and had a good time there.
In the evening, I went to bed hating myself and wishing for the sweet release of death.
I had nice dreams, and stayed asleep all the way to 1:45 in the afternoon because the dreams were far more entertaining than real life.
When I finally got up, I had a headache and bloody boogers coming out of my nose every time I blew it. I took my morning medicine, washed my face, drank too much coffee, and got dressed. I should buy new clothes because all my clothes are too “summer-y”, I don’t have too many proper clothes for winter and I don’t like wearing trousers.
Anyway, I called my mother and asked her if I can come over to collect my weekly allowance. She said it’s alright.
I caught a bus to my parents’ home. Once at my parents’ home, I walked up the stairs to their apartment instead of using the lift because I didn’t walk to my parents’ home.
Mom answered the door, dad was home as well.
I drank coffee and orange juice and ate feta cheese and cherry tomatoes.
My dad gave me the weekly allowance today.
I walked to the train station and traveled to downtown. I went to a thrift store and bought an amazing dress, and this time I remembered to flash my membership card and get discount.
I took a bus back home. I couldn’t have made it to the wellness- themed happening today, it was getting late and it was already closed. And I also forgot that I was supposed to go see the movie Blackkklansman today.
On the bus, there was an old drunkie who kept on cursing out loud.
Once back at my home town, I went to the shopping mall and visited the supermarket to buy chocolate to fuel my angsty bout.
Once back home, I managed to wash a load of laundry, deal my pills into my Dosett, stuff like that.
I took my evening medicine, sprayed Nasonex into both of my nostrils, put on a nightie, and went to bed. I watched Transformers: Prime on my Netflix app.
Sometimes I feel like I need to figure myself out.
I wish my body could just tell me what I need to do in order to feel better; what kind of food should I eat, what kind of exercise should I do, what kind of medication should I take?
downtown,
angst,
parents,
shopping,
thrift store,
real life,
netflix,
transformers