So things are crazy.  I'm getting a job, a car, and an apartment all within a three month time frame.  And I pretty much just packed up and moved down here, not knowing many people.  I'm trying to handle it the best way possible.  But still its hard, with results of me crying and throwing up.  And what's making it difficult for me is trying to ( Read more... )

I'm actually updating...and with good things to say!  I guess I'll go in chronological order with what has been happening.

Matt came down!  First of all,  he had never been on a plane before, but he got on one for me.  He was here for five days.  We went out to dinner a couple of times, went into downtown Dallas, took public transportation, went to ( Read more... )

Remember yesterday when I said my life wasn't really sucking so much?  Yeah, that was a lie.  The shit hit the fan this morning.  My cousin wanted to have a conversation with me about where my career was headed, and said, "you've been here almost three weeks and there isn't much going on yet".  And that just reminded me that things need to be ( Read more... )

So things aren't so bad, they might even be considered...good.  I think I might actually have somewhat of direction in my life, or I'm dealing better with the lack of direction.  I'm getting my shit together.  Resumes are looking good.  I'm making good contacts around Dallas.  People are actually excited about my future.  Things might actually turn ( Read more... )

I wish my life wasn't so fucking complicated.  I wish things were easier for me.  Because this fucking sucks.  Having a hard time right now could be building character or whatever, but I don't want it.  I think I have enough character.   Give me something easy.  It's not like I want complicated things, just a good job, less confusion (involving a ( Read more... )