omg long long time since i updated
Omg it has been quite a while since I have updated. I actually forgot my password for a long time and couldn't even read other's FO's posts. But I am back and have reset the PW so I figure this is good therapy to get everything out. School has pretty much been a waste of time lately, after being dismissed from the RN program since I couldn't score a 100 on the med/calc test at the beginning of the year. So I have kinda taken the semester off from school and kinda re-evaluated my descisions. I just took the LPN entrance exam on Friday and am waiting to hear if I get into that program. If I do, that will be 10 months.. I will graduate next January and finally get my first "real" full time job. I have been looking for apartments around here simply because I cannot stand living at home anymore. Not like my dad has lived with me in the past 5 years, but my brother has. And I cannot live with him anymore. Those of you that know him can understand how I feel. He actually tried to kick Dan out of the house the other night because we were having sex in my room. Speaking of Danny boy.. we are STILL together. Yeah, crazy I know. We've had our ups and downs but we survived our first deployment together. He's been home about 3 weeks and things have been ok. Quite an adjustment because I really don't know what's normal or what's not normal or how I'm supposed to act or anything really. I just want things to return to normal ya know. I'm currently working at 3 jobs, and keeping myself busy. Just had another biopsy done.. and so far, so good. The cancer seems to have not returned although the cysts are not getting any smaller.. so it looks like yet another surgery may be in favor just to do a little cleaning up down there so that if I ever want to get pregnant.. there will be room for a baby down there before I'm old enough to get a hysterectomy. Hormome shots and pain killers on a weekly basis do seem to help though. It finally started to snow today.. 2nd snowfall of the year, a lot better than the freezing rain we had all day yesterday and the day before. It was a quiet thanksgiving. I went to my dads and we cooked together, very last minute plans since I was supposed to heading to MA with Danny to meet all his family, but those plans fell through. Well, here's to the beginning of the holiday season. I am finally moved back into my room after a long three months of sleeping on the couch due to a bee infestation. But I am hoping that with the snow, the bees are all dead. I am thankful for my friends, family, and health. more later.