okay, okay. calm down. i swear that my irrational thoughts are going to be the ruin of me; i need to focus on being more rational. that did not happen last night and i got extremely upset over something that didn't even happen. heh.

Jaime is stressed out lately and has a hard time not lashing out when he is, me being on the other end. I can't help but feel like I do something to prevoke it, though he says it's not me and apologizes for his bad moods. I miss when we were happier. But I guess it is rather frustrating to go from having everything all completely set with our ( Read more... )

Officially - I have no more ties with my cousin Steph. She canceled the phone account today in a manner where I do not have to pay for it to get shut off and I'm just glad I have nothing to do with her anymore. It's strange, I thought me of all people would be more upset that I didn't have a phone, yet I find myself here not caring. Jaime wants to ( Read more... )

Everything is frustrating right now with Jaime and I. We have managed to get out of the rut we were in where our stress would in turn lash out at one another, which is good, those fights over nothing become tiring. But neither of us are working right now, we both have bills and I am the only one collecting unemployment right now. I know being out ( Read more... )