woop woop woop woop seriously though fuck you guys
We've been talking for the past four and a half hours. Conclusion?
I swear to god I'll fix this. I will change. I will be what she needs. I know I'm a fuckup, I know I've never shown her the love she deserves so much, I know she has every right in the world to hate me. But she doesn't, and I still love her with all of my heart and I will not give up. I'm going to grow up and I'm going to be less selfish and I will prove to her that she's the most important thing to me. I swear on the tears streaming down my face as I write this (god, could I be more of an emo fuck?) that I will make her feel loved.
And seriously, fuck all of you who are looking at this and rolling your eyes. Fuck all of you who doubt me. Fuck all of you who think I'm a shitty person and I don't deserve her, even if you're right. I'll prove you wrong, too.
Taking a livejournal and 80% of the Internet hiatus. I'll probably still be on AIM. Those who are important to me and don't judge me on shit like this know how to contact me.. and anyone can text me at any time if you've got the number. (It's not hard to dig up if not.) I'm going to make things better.. I swear. It may be weeks or months but I will make things okay.
I will not let go of this. I love this girl with all that I am and I will not give up until I can be what she needs. So basically,
t('_'t)
L8R, INTERNET
I swear to god I'll fix this. I will change. I will be what she needs. I know I'm a fuckup, I know I've never shown her the love she deserves so much, I know she has every right in the world to hate me. But she doesn't, and I still love her with all of my heart and I will not give up. I'm going to grow up and I'm going to be less selfish and I will prove to her that she's the most important thing to me. I swear on the tears streaming down my face as I write this (god, could I be more of an emo fuck?) that I will make her feel loved.
And seriously, fuck all of you who are looking at this and rolling your eyes. Fuck all of you who doubt me. Fuck all of you who think I'm a shitty person and I don't deserve her, even if you're right. I'll prove you wrong, too.
Taking a livejournal and 80% of the Internet hiatus. I'll probably still be on AIM. Those who are important to me and don't judge me on shit like this know how to contact me.. and anyone can text me at any time if you've got the number. (It's not hard to dig up if not.) I'm going to make things better.. I swear. It may be weeks or months but I will make things okay.
I will not let go of this. I love this girl with all that I am and I will not give up until I can be what she needs. So basically,
t('_'t)
L8R, INTERNET