Well, I'm still epic fail-chan. Go figure.
In other MOAR BETTAR news, I'm applying for a North apartment (the fancy new on-campus apartment thingies) next year with
dearangelogata and
genkitozuku! Ideally,
largitas would be able to apply with us too, but since she's on leave and the apps are due on Friday.. ;~; But yeah, it will be awesome anyway, and I'm totally psyched.
I have to wonder, though.. if we do get an apartment, how our fourth person will.. survive? With three animu nerds and cosplayers. HOO BOY. It'll be like an awesome sitcom.
We have it all worked out. Mina will cook, 'cause she likes cooking. And she also likes cleaning bathrooms. And I'll clean elsewhere, 'cause I like cleaning places that aren't bathrooms. And Addy.. will look cute, all the time. And style our wigs for us. 8D Good times. EXCITED.
But so yeah.. I figure I'll probably just stick with UMass next year. I haven't found anywhere better and honestly it's not too entirely insufferable.. the food's good, there are classes I want to take.. I just wish I had a better group of friends around here. Whatev. Anyway, I'm also hoping next year will be better because hopefully I'll have a car on campus, and having the ability to just go would probably make me a lot happier. Also, paying for gas is definitely preferable and worth it over paying for expensive bus tickets and 6 hour trips that should only be half as long. So here's hoping I'm happier here next year.
I recalculated Katsucon room things, if you stayed with me at any point at Katsu and I haven't already talked to you, please IM me when you get a chance so we can discuss Paypallings! I went to the ATM today and pretty much shat bricks when I got my mini-statement (lol like, NOTHIN'S DERE) and then remembered I paid for that hotel room, durf. Seriously though, ridick broke.
In other news, bitching Cole out on the phone for 10 minutes just now was bizarrely satisfying. Apparently when gravity affects something you put back in the place you got it from, it remains your responsibility and it's your fault that it was not in its exact original location.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP. Countdown to him commenting with something sarcastic and dickish or entirely irreverent.
Whatever! Earlier tonight, Katie and I heard our notoriously tone-deaf suitemate Kristina singing the Wonder Years theme song.. "What would you think if I sang out of tune~" and.. well, we pretty much died laughing at the irony. It was magical. It's still making me laugh when I think about it.
So I.. yeah. I'm holding up alright. Shit's still shitty, my heart still hurts.. but I'm holding up. I don't really know what else to say.. but thank you to everyone who's been checking up on me. ♥
I'm listening to a looping playlist of "A Plea from a Cat Named Virtue" and
"Apply Some Pressure" (stolen from
neogeen) which both have the ability to cater to my emo needs and make me pretty happy and give me a bit of hope at the same time. It's weird.
So yeah. Taking this day by day. Tomorrow's a new month. Let's give it a new try, shall we?
What happens when you lose everything?
You just start again. Start all over again!
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