Gee, I haven't updated here for a long while...

Jun 08, 2019 22:02

Also, I still lack in creativity for titles.

Yo! What's up????

2018 passed by and now we are this close to conclude the first 2019's semester. And the world is screwing up quite a lot, lmao (pls, don't ask me about my country :'))) ).

Look, a lot of stuff happened last year, and I'm really not in mood to got through it. I also think that no one would seem to care because people have moved onto other platforms (primarily Twitter and/or Discord), and I don't think too many people care about LJ anymore, again, in plain 2019. ...Probably DW, especially when the Tumblr purge happened, because, boy, was that a thing.

And yet, I'm still there. Still angry, and still posting silly stuff and musings. Feelings and etc.

Lol.

Well.

Interestingly, I went to update my DA account, and then I ended up forgetting this LJ account. I then also recharged my art side blog in Tumblr (look it up, it's kaosketches.tumblr.com), so I can have my art stuff separately from my multifandom blog. It's kinda weird looking at my stuff from ages ago, compared to now.

As I stated in a post, to be fair, my life was a huge mess all the way during college, and I was pretty bad at procrastination... by 2015, drawing was a bit of an afterthought. But then, I started drawing again in 2016... but didn't think of it as serious as I did in 2017? And since then (especially more in 2018) I went down and I went down. I have been drawing more in the last year. Sure, my pieces take longer, but I'm moving to digital and I'm still learning through FireAlpaca... and pretty sure the thing will be different once I pick up Clip Studio Paint. I cannot be more proud of some of my digital pieces as I'm experimenting on and on with the brushes and colors. That's why I want to pick up my webcomic project and sail on it (also because I'm a frustrated Graphic Designer with illusions of being an artist, when seeing people of my gen and below in the same major have been doing art things and I'm... still HERE... TRYING... :))) )

Speaking of ages ago, I have been thinking recently on stuff from ages ago. Like... ugh... so many things... would probably detail in a more private post, because... very personal stuff. Sure, some stuff that "I have moved on", but also some stuff that really screwed me up, and years later, I'm still feeling bad about.

So anyway...

update

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