Mar 31, 2023 22:57
so, workwise, having an eye that is bugging out has slowed me down these past few days, and today I left work two hours early to come home and put the warm compress on my eye,
[Also, my Boss was too busy having briefings to say goodbye to his peeps, so fuck it,]
AAAAAHHHHHHHH, yes, two hours sick leave for this, warmth on my eyelids for 9 minutes, I doubled with my meditation, meditating with warmth on my eyelids, you don't know,
and then a lone antihistamine drop from an inch downward, mmmmmmmm, there is no spot that responds with ecstasy more than your eyelids, why have I not been fucking my eyelids all these years?
meanwhile, I thought I'd try to nuke that cancer spot on my hand with the OTC acid patches, it seemed to be shrinking, and if that worked, then I wouldn't need to go in to see a dermatologist, but now, I'm in waiting mode, did the nukes work, or will this supposed skin cancer rise from the ashes like a fuckin' Terminator, I'm done nuking it, if it lives I'll contact my HMO
shit was always real,
zen,
nonfiction,
skin cancer,
nanopomo