fuckin' fuck, new Zen teacher, fuck the fuckity fuck
She doesn't know me from Adam or Eve, she's literally dealing out teachings and assignments at random,
Cheri Huber,
OK, we've agreed, I purchased the thing I learned about at your website, you're going to be my Zen teacher now,
Fuck the fuckin' fuck, no way, THAT'S my first assignment?
"Your self-hate is telling you that you cannot do it."
Fuck the fuckin' fuck fuckity fuck!
"I'm just giving you an assignment. You can do it. Your self-hate is telling you that you cannot do it right now, because [reasons]."
How can she be so right so immediately???
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9 minutes today, 5 days in a row, and I have an assignment, but I think it might have to wait until after T leaves, we'll see.
This is my perfectionism speaking, of course. She meant for me to do it over breakfast.
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“Your self-hate is telling you that you’re out of spoons.”
Cheri Huber,
OK, we've agreed, I purchased the thing I learned about at your website, you're going to be my Zen teacher now,
Fuck the fuckin' fuck, no way, THAT'S my first assignment?
"Your self-hate is telling you that you cannot do it."
Fuck the fuckin' fuck fuckity fuck!
"I'm just giving you an assignment. You can do it. Your self-hate is telling you that you cannot do it right now, because [reasons]."
How can she be so right so immediately???
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9 minutes today, 5 days in a row, and I have an assignment, but I think it might have to wait until after T leaves, we'll see.
This is my perfectionism speaking, of course. She meant for me to do it over breakfast.
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“Your self-hate is telling you that you’re out of spoons.”