stuck

Jul 06, 2008 00:13

when theres no one that id prefer to vent to, this is what i resort to.
i need to let things out, if i keep them in i will have taken the wrong turn into the land of tearful waters. to be honest i dont think youd make me happy right now, but you would
that really shocks me right now, for my current state of mind because i thought the opposite, i really dont know though.
im so confused, lost, stupid, weak, mostly naive. i just dont know what i want, i know im not supposed to but i guess i wish i did
i have been depressed lately, im not letting it get the best of me, but when im not keeping myself preoccupied i cant help these feelings. everything is changing completely
i love change, but not when its so fast and sharp
what am i doing.
things that were so intense in the past that didnt hit me, are now hitting me, and its all im thinking about
why suddenly?
i dont know
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