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White and Nerdy
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Yes, soo I went to the sex shop today. It rained, but I persisted and waited until it opened at 10:30am. I bought some great little toys, and was looking forward to showing my one and only. He wasn't feeling very well at the time, ( these things happen) and I was tired anyway. I'm a bit upset at the way things panned out and feel kinda crushed. I'm really not sure how much longer I can keep this up for. I have no-one to unload on, and really dont like causing other people the emotional discomfort of my own shitty moods.
Anyway, moving right along, after feeling abandoned and all that crap I decided to answer my ever growing messages on myspaces that get larger by the day!
As I was doing this Tom left a message and I came across this clip by weird al. I dont really like his music as a rule, but this one put a smile back on my dial.
I will overcome my fears, and my sadness, and acheive great things. Tomorrow I plan to make some positive steps towards enriching my life, and ridding myself of all the negative shit that enters it. Sitting here on my ass looking at this goddamn screen is not going to help me acheive anything, so it is time to grab life by the balls and twist them hard. If my loved ones wish to follow me, that is their choice. I will not force anyone to follow my path, but I need enlightenment & happiness. Sadly this will mean purging some elements in my life, but I cannot sit here and wallow in self pity.
I look forward to the day when there is some actual substance in my life.
Well on that note, I've had enough, and said enough.
kk
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Yes, soo I went to the sex shop today. It rained, but I persisted and waited until it opened at 10:30am. I bought some great little toys, and was looking forward to showing my one and only. He wasn't feeling very well at the time, ( these things happen) and I was tired anyway. I'm a bit upset at the way things panned out and feel kinda crushed. I'm really not sure how much longer I can keep this up for. I have no-one to unload on, and really dont like causing other people the emotional discomfort of my own shitty moods.
Anyway, moving right along, after feeling abandoned and all that crap I decided to answer my ever growing messages on myspaces that get larger by the day!
As I was doing this Tom left a message and I came across this clip by weird al. I dont really like his music as a rule, but this one put a smile back on my dial.
I will overcome my fears, and my sadness, and acheive great things. Tomorrow I plan to make some positive steps towards enriching my life, and ridding myself of all the negative shit that enters it. Sitting here on my ass looking at this goddamn screen is not going to help me acheive anything, so it is time to grab life by the balls and twist them hard. If my loved ones wish to follow me, that is their choice. I will not force anyone to follow my path, but I need enlightenment & happiness. Sadly this will mean purging some elements in my life, but I cannot sit here and wallow in self pity.
I look forward to the day when there is some actual substance in my life.
Well on that note, I've had enough, and said enough.
kk