what is happening!!

[kalikitty01]

I struggle, day to day. It seems all the goodness is just a distant memory.
Waking up, I wish i was dead. Getting through the day, I just wish i was dead. Going to sleep, I pray i will die.

Nothing makes me happy anymore. NOTHING. I lie to everyone.
I am perhaps the most miserable i have been ever. yea, i got 50 cents, i know...
call the goddamn crisis centre, yea i know.
watch your mouth girl, yea i know.
show respect girl, yea i know.
do this do that, and everything else,,, yea i know.
murder on my mind, yea i know.
dont be nasty, be kind. yea i know.

Im lying im lying im lying, and i dont care anymore....

yea i know.