Some viewers to my personal lj might remember when I talked about finding out my childhood friend committed suicide. It really really shook me more then I wanted to admit to anyone even myself. Finally after a few months I got out what I wanted to say. Here it is. Im not gonna lie and cried horribly while writing this. This is for Tara.

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The Leak
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I sit. I stare.
I think. I care.
Probably a bit too much.
I cant explain why
but this feeling inside
it just wont go away.
I watch. I read.
I wish. I need.
For you to understand.
But I could never say to you
why I feel the way I do
so Ill just keep it to myself.

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Endless Child
by YamiKakyuu

Endless child do you not sing
of cares in life and what they bring?
Blind to the sodomy of earth and sky
you twirl with wind as life goes by.
In the fields of innocent laughter,
paying no attention to the sorrows ever after.

Endless child do you not dance
without worries of youth, death or chance?
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Poem I wrote a while ago, I find it ironic that I decided to post this today....

Ashamed
by YamiKakyuu

I'm ashamed of you
I just can't understand
how you got this far
without any kind of plan.
Moving from place to place
leeching off your friends
aren't you an adult?
I just can't comprehend
why you act this way
giving my all these lines
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One Day
by YamiKakyuu

One day, before I die,
I'll ride the wings of a butterfly.
Holding on to what is free,
releasing the demons inside of me.
Sun swept meadows in the clear,
nothing to hinder, nothing to fear.

One day, before I leave,
I'll climb the top of the tallest tree.
Watching life as it drifts by,
counting clouds in the sky.
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