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Im dying ....
I am dying - I may look happy and excited and everything positive on the outside but htats only cause i dont let anyone be able to look on the inside i dont want anyone to see the nasty dark inside - im dying inside, Im sick of life - Im constantly doing osme thing whether its work, homework, or school, or something for someone else - I cant get ( Read more... ) -
Untitled....
So i was going through my yearbook these past couple of days (dont ask why) and i found this (english) paper - assuming it was english anyways - tucked away folded in half inside my senior yearbook... And honestly reading it now - I fell in love with it .... here it is - -------
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Lying in a nice soft, comfortable bed; listening ( Read more... ) -
paper = my best friend!
Why do I write? As the question repeats inside my head. Its a good question actually - some say its a stress reliever, for me its sometimes like that but not always.
I write because I believe at times, paper is the only one that understands, and is only the best listener. I write because i have to get these thoughts out of my head and want my mind ( Read more... ) -
update at 2AM
My social life is like a playground.....
My friends are either riding on the merry go round or spinning the merry go round to make it go faster -
And all im doing is standin there to watch, and help my friends hold their hair back or comfort them when they get off and puke!
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L.O.V.E.
I cant stop thinking about you, what life would be like sharing dreams and days with you.
How beautiful itd be - i will never stop loving you! only forever will I care!
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random facts:
How I havent been here since last year - Well i decided to post some random things about myself cause - i figured i should update this thing and then also I dunno - update myself .... apparently alot of people still think Im the "goth chick" / "going towards the dark side" type girl and I never was that actually....
I find it funny too cause i had a ( Read more... ) -
friends
When the world knocks you back,
And you don't think you can get up,
When you've thrown in the towel,
And you're sure you've had enough,
Hang back a sec and think,
Of the best friend that you've got,
And it's alright,
Everything's alright.
When you're cut down,
And you're bleeding,
And you've cried out that you're leaving,
Coz the world ain't fair,
And the ( Read more... ) -
2am
I cant sleep and its two AM on a monday ( Read more... ) -
eyes wide open
Im bored - earlier - about 5 min. ago. I felt as if I was dying! LITERALLY - i could feel my bones aching and my brain spinning and the world was becoming dark but the lights were on! I was just laying there, My bones and whole entire body felt like 100s and 100s of pounds as if I couldn't lift myself off the floor. I was just laying there with my ( Read more... ) -
people piss me off
people piss me off soooo badly! they complain about things that dont even make sense and then they turn around and do what the other person did that pissed them off before - yes i know I prolly do it too - but it just makes me soo mad and im getting fed up with it ( Read more... )