Win / Lose
So I'll start this post off with a bit of awesome. That project that I finally finished, I got a 100 on, then I finished the homework that required that project on 6am Saturday. That put me in a great mood on saturday to party and hang out with people. I had a lot of fun, it was exactly what I wanted really. Just drunken hangouts with good friends, didn't want much more then that. So to everyone that showed up, I really appreciated it. I've been in an increasingly depressed state of mind as of late with feeling like everything around me is falling apart and it was definitely some relief that I needed. I mean, not everyone showed up, but I didn't mind I figured that would be the case.
By the end of the night though, I randomly just got super depressed and was just snapping at people. Mark kind of understood that and we had a long talk about the shittiness that is our lives, that helped out a lot. I mean, I was just having a great time before that, then all of a sudden I was just like, fuck this.
Well anyways, sunday was a day of recovery, so I really didn't get much work in. I woke up late on sunday, and then everything hurt due to the worst hang over I've had in a long fucking time. I even went to bed at 10pm, which is kind of wtf! I know... So today is when everything kind of came at me full swing. The joy of all my accomplishment from last week is fleeting since now I have one of those tuesday tests to study for, and I also realized that this project that I can finally work on, is also due tomorrow. Hooray! So I have a ridiculous amount of work on my shoulders right now, it's beyond frustrating. So on top of this, Cheryl is showing the place tomorrow by 2, and she hasn't shown the place since way many months ago. So I feel like an asshole for not being able to fully clean but I don't have much of a choice really. Fucking hate this class... it will be over soon though! Mother fucker, then I'll finally be incredibly happy with life again. But for the time being, misery is where I'm at.
On the bright side, at least I had a really fun night on saturday, which was a change of pace of things. But, I really have absolutely no free time, minus thursday night at midnight, because honestly, Mr. Nolan is a bastard.
By the end of the night though, I randomly just got super depressed and was just snapping at people. Mark kind of understood that and we had a long talk about the shittiness that is our lives, that helped out a lot. I mean, I was just having a great time before that, then all of a sudden I was just like, fuck this.
Well anyways, sunday was a day of recovery, so I really didn't get much work in. I woke up late on sunday, and then everything hurt due to the worst hang over I've had in a long fucking time. I even went to bed at 10pm, which is kind of wtf! I know... So today is when everything kind of came at me full swing. The joy of all my accomplishment from last week is fleeting since now I have one of those tuesday tests to study for, and I also realized that this project that I can finally work on, is also due tomorrow. Hooray! So I have a ridiculous amount of work on my shoulders right now, it's beyond frustrating. So on top of this, Cheryl is showing the place tomorrow by 2, and she hasn't shown the place since way many months ago. So I feel like an asshole for not being able to fully clean but I don't have much of a choice really. Fucking hate this class... it will be over soon though! Mother fucker, then I'll finally be incredibly happy with life again. But for the time being, misery is where I'm at.
On the bright side, at least I had a really fun night on saturday, which was a change of pace of things. But, I really have absolutely no free time, minus thursday night at midnight, because honestly, Mr. Nolan is a bastard.