I almost burst out into tears tonight for no reason ( Read more... )

okay so I have this majorly fucked up thing going on in my head. Like really fucked up.

this boy.
never thought of him in any other way other than, "oh. hey. cool."
REALLY AND TRULY. no sexual fantasies, or dreams, or absurd jokes in which he is the person I make fun of in a sexual way.
Just to make it clear, never thought that I was or could be ( Read more... )

it seems like everything around me was going great until I showed up and now things are going to shit. People are breaking up, people are fighting, things are getting worse between people and not better. And I kind of feel that if I hadn't shown up, maybe this wouldn't have happened. I just don't know anymore.

Tonight I went to Wal Mart with Katlin ( Read more... )

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