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A year ago yesterday was the day that my world began to fall apart.
A year ago yesterday is the day that I changed forever.
A year ago yesterday I felt lost, alone, sad, and confused.
Yesterday my world is still apart, but I am becoming adjusted.
Yesterday I thought that maybe change isn't such a bad thing.
Yesterday I felt comfort, friendship, hope, and oriented.
From a year ago to yesterday, all of the feelings still remain. All of the joy and all of the pain, depending on the hour, it can change.
I decided to do whatever I wanted yesterday. I slept, I exercised, and Walker took me out to dinner at Cosmic Cafe and then to Amy's for ice cream. We talked, we laughed, I didn't cry, he sang Stevie Wonder songs, and we waited forever for photobooth pictures to develop.
All and all, it was a great evening. I look back, and I look forward, and either way nothing is ever going to be the same again.
I miss my father, I love my father, and I'm never going to get over it - and I don't want to.
A year ago yesterday is the day that I changed forever.
A year ago yesterday I felt lost, alone, sad, and confused.
Yesterday my world is still apart, but I am becoming adjusted.
Yesterday I thought that maybe change isn't such a bad thing.
Yesterday I felt comfort, friendship, hope, and oriented.
From a year ago to yesterday, all of the feelings still remain. All of the joy and all of the pain, depending on the hour, it can change.
I decided to do whatever I wanted yesterday. I slept, I exercised, and Walker took me out to dinner at Cosmic Cafe and then to Amy's for ice cream. We talked, we laughed, I didn't cry, he sang Stevie Wonder songs, and we waited forever for photobooth pictures to develop.
All and all, it was a great evening. I look back, and I look forward, and either way nothing is ever going to be the same again.
I miss my father, I love my father, and I'm never going to get over it - and I don't want to.