Natalie died last week and i have yet to break down and fully mourn her she was my best friend and i loved her dearly i just can't even begin to mourn such a big part of my life that has ceased to be

had the most ordinary dream last night...well if we rewind time that is...My father walks in the door of our home in mississippi my brother and i jump into his arms and although he always had back problems he was able to lift us like always...no it wasn't a dream it was a memory...we soon ran off we were all smiles chasing cindy around the back ( Read more... )

Ok missi and i got an apartment together we finished moving in yesterday what can i say i love the apt and i love her so yeah

ok me and miss started talking this summer but did not start dating till september 7th so officially i guess we've only been dating for a month now. Well if we want to get technical we were talking sometime around winter '03 but it wasn't anything romantic besides harmless flirting i guess ( Read more... )

i'm too self-destructive to give a shit

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apparently not

i never thought caring could translate into suffocating shows how much i know i guess. What i want to do? call miss until she picks up and talks to me until she tells me how she feels and why she is angry and depressed. Ha i say this while a song comes on the radio that reminds me of her...so what am i going to do? im going to stop suffocating her ( Read more... )

hey D i am back and i am coming to marymount tomorrow i was too lazy to respond to your comment.lol. Anyways the past few days have been a blast. haze says if this keeps up i won't have any friends left.

and the shopping must come to an end eventually right? the amount of money we have spent since tuesday is disgusting, lol. i can't get over it because my mom just finished telling me to stop spending money and open a bank account. Oh well i'm starting school soon and i won't be able to just go out at the drop of a hat anymore. Well at least that's ( Read more... )

I'm sorry it happened but you don't always have to be the strong one and i know we aren't talking right now but if you need a friend you know where to reach me

this is my last entry for today i hope ( Read more... )