Mar 25, 2007 21:14
So my diet was going pretty well up until the weekend. I worked out almost every day and watched what i ate, but Rye came up this weekend and yeah, there goes the diet. But it's okay, i'm not going to give up. I'm just going to start again tomorrow. Both Rye and I need to change our habits when we're together because it's starting to be a problem for both of us.
I'm getting sick and it sucks horribly. I hate feeling all achey and tired, and i know i won't work out as much this week as i would like to just because i feel like crap and i just want to sleep. Normally when i am sick i try and sleep it off because that is the easiest. Luckly, i took out my contacts last week when my eyes were bothering me and i've been wearing glasses ever since so hopefully i won't get an eye infection this time.
I think i'm coming home this coming weekend and i'll definitely be home Easter weekend. I won't have much time to work out on the weekends obviously, but i hope i can still eat right and everything. Who knows?
Mom might be surprising us with an upcoming wedding. Well, i guess i shouldn't say surprise since we're all waiting for it to happen. I'm sure Danny and Mom will sit down with Rye and I easter weekend to tell us whats going on. Mom is putting the house up for sale in May and they're going to be looking for one together. I guess this just means i'm going to have a little sister.
Everything is changing. It's all happening so fast and i feel like i just can't keep up. All of my college friends, with an exception to Kerry, have been acting so different. I don't know if that's just them changing from the college life, but it sucks. Not to mention everything at home, and everyone is still uncertain as to what's happening with Rye next year. Everyone is scared and no one will talk about it. I want to tell people how scared i am, not just for myself, but for everyone.
Whoa okay, i got started on a rant. I'm finished.
Will keep everyone updated on the dieting.
<3 Brea