What Proceeds Night is Always Light
So today has been a pretty good day.
I'm on a new diet. Not necessarily a diet, but i'm beginning to exercise and count my meals daily, as i should have been doing for forever. I took a twenty minute walk around campus today and noticed two things:
1. You can really reflect on your life and everything that's going on when you walk and just think.
2. Campus is really dead on saturdays. It seems almost like a ghost town.
I decided i had to do something in my life that i can have complete control over, and complete success if i wanted it. Not many things in life can guarantee you both of those ideals, and i feel as though i needed this. After all, with Ryan meeting with his personal trainer and all, i can't be the only fat Allor. :P
Some may ask, "Why now?" Well, i've decided i can't continue to be an emotional eater, which means when i get stressed out, i eat, and i may be having some bad news come up soon about my health so i figured i needed to take control now, before anything serious happens. I know it'll be a long, slow process, and i know a lot of people won't have faith that i can do it, but i've begun to realize that it doesn't matter if other people believe and others don't. All that matters is what you believe, or me in this case.
I think this will change me. I hope it will at least. And it's something that i have control over so i feel as though i'm succeeding everytime i work out or count a meal. And let me tell you, it feels pretty dang good.
Anyways, i think this was a really good update and i'm feeling positive. I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but i'm going to hold onto this feeling for as long as i can.
Until next time.
<3 Brea
I'm on a new diet. Not necessarily a diet, but i'm beginning to exercise and count my meals daily, as i should have been doing for forever. I took a twenty minute walk around campus today and noticed two things:
1. You can really reflect on your life and everything that's going on when you walk and just think.
2. Campus is really dead on saturdays. It seems almost like a ghost town.
I decided i had to do something in my life that i can have complete control over, and complete success if i wanted it. Not many things in life can guarantee you both of those ideals, and i feel as though i needed this. After all, with Ryan meeting with his personal trainer and all, i can't be the only fat Allor. :P
Some may ask, "Why now?" Well, i've decided i can't continue to be an emotional eater, which means when i get stressed out, i eat, and i may be having some bad news come up soon about my health so i figured i needed to take control now, before anything serious happens. I know it'll be a long, slow process, and i know a lot of people won't have faith that i can do it, but i've begun to realize that it doesn't matter if other people believe and others don't. All that matters is what you believe, or me in this case.
I think this will change me. I hope it will at least. And it's something that i have control over so i feel as though i'm succeeding everytime i work out or count a meal. And let me tell you, it feels pretty dang good.
Anyways, i think this was a really good update and i'm feeling positive. I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but i'm going to hold onto this feeling for as long as i can.
Until next time.
<3 Brea