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I've been really sick for the past 5 days. I've had a 104 fever and basically been a vegetable. Today was the first time my fever broke. And I could stand to something other than just lay there like a useless pile of nothing.
Last night I got really excited because Dan called. It was a good conversation, we're supposed to go to six flags on Friday, then DC for independence day. Even though we're not going out anymore, I'm still looking forward to it extremely too much. And I know he's not that much. So I think I'm going to make it a point to not make any more plans with him this summer because it's just going to disappoint me in the end.
I had the most amazing conversation with my friend flume a few nights ago. He and his girlfriend just broke up also, except they went out for over 18 months. She's one of my best friends. They're both getting over it a little quick in my opinion. But after talking to flume, I realized there is so much to look forward to in the future, and as much as I don't believe in love that lasts, there's always that possibility, and if I'm not looking for it and happen to stumble upon (heh stumble upon) it then wow awesome. So I'm just going to take his advice and be a little hedonistic, within reason. Always look to have a good time, sometimes you need to have less fun in the present to have more fun in the future. Life is a balancing act. Have a good time.
I love my friends. I love my life.
I just hate being sick :(
Last night I got really excited because Dan called. It was a good conversation, we're supposed to go to six flags on Friday, then DC for independence day. Even though we're not going out anymore, I'm still looking forward to it extremely too much. And I know he's not that much. So I think I'm going to make it a point to not make any more plans with him this summer because it's just going to disappoint me in the end.
I had the most amazing conversation with my friend flume a few nights ago. He and his girlfriend just broke up also, except they went out for over 18 months. She's one of my best friends. They're both getting over it a little quick in my opinion. But after talking to flume, I realized there is so much to look forward to in the future, and as much as I don't believe in love that lasts, there's always that possibility, and if I'm not looking for it and happen to stumble upon (heh stumble upon) it then wow awesome. So I'm just going to take his advice and be a little hedonistic, within reason. Always look to have a good time, sometimes you need to have less fun in the present to have more fun in the future. Life is a balancing act. Have a good time.
I love my friends. I love my life.
I just hate being sick :(