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Dan came over friday night for the weekend. We were supposed to go to mountain creek and then to troy on saturday but the weather made a water park visit a little unrealistic. It was the first time we talked in person since the break up so I was a little nervous but it was still so easy to just be myself around him. Problem was, it still felt like we were dating. We probably did more than we should've, but the the difference was that I didn't have that 'butterfly in stomach' feeling anymore. It just felt hollow. And after he left, i felt a little relieved. I don't know what else to say about it. I had fun, but I knew that was all it was.