sorry its been a few days i know
wow sorry....i hadnt realized itd been so long since i posted...but not terrrrribly much has happened....jon ended up going to sleep after the movie wit his rents on sunday so i just chilled wit jessy and marcus and tyrell...i always feel like the odd one out when i chill wit them...tiny lil white girl chillin wit big hispanic and 2 big black guys...they have their own language...n i can follow it only so far...but they r still really nice and i have fun with them all the time...monday was a lil on the weirder side...i was just hangin around n jon calls me and asks me to pick him up bc he just got suspended from work...so i ride on over there n get him n he asks me if i can do his hair so we go n get some dye at target and pick him up some food at taco bell then go back over to my place...we were having such a great time just chillin n goofin round n all that jazz...tickle fights n annoyances in the car as per usual n bla bla bla....when we pulled up in front of my place he asked me for a kiss n i said no...he said please just a kisss...i said no im sorry i cant...we went upstairs n it was awkward glumness...then we got into the hugest tickle fight which inevitably lead to making out which also inevitably lead to pretty decent sex...we ended up not doin his hair bc i thought i needed a brush and we didnt have one so we just chilled n watched billy madison...he asked me to take him back home n he was all bummed that i couldnt stay and chill but i needed to do my hw...i said id call him when i finished n we cld chill...he was asleep...that really perturbs me...like bah...if you havent heard from me n u start to fall asleep just call me n lemme kno ur tired n well do it another night u know...not that hard...i did my hw over at my friend alex's house...that was fun...o yes fun fun fun...we just did our hw n girl talked n goofed around n i later found out that my phone called jons and left like an ass huge message on his machine...oy vey thats not coo....but i just slept mon night n got up to go to class in the mornin then me n boo went to 3 diff drive throughs for food n paid wit all coins...they didnt like us very much...we drove round just rockin out till we had to go to rena and cathy...i went home n cleaned up a bit...took the loooooongest shower n scrub scrub scrubbed then picked jon up for his gymnastics class...wow that was an adventure...picked him up then went to his gym where they told him he needed payment...so took him to his house to get a check from his mum then back to his gym then back to my house to get my karate clothes and then to my studio...oy...my first yellow belt class!!! doralee started teaching me pinion 1...its gonna be really hard...so far im only up to 3 out of 8 opponents...its crazyness...then i picked jon back up n took him back to his bros to shower...i took a few hits n he took one n we went to go see the kung fu hustle...omg funniest most randomest fucking movie!! i loved it...wow it was koooooo....after the movie i took him back home n went home to sleep...mmmmmm nummykins....weds was amusin as well...took jon bout his business, got my schedule, went back to my place did his hair while watchin chronicles of riddick...there was some molestation involved of course but not tooo much....took him by his rents place to get a few things...back to his bros n we chilled n watched goodfellas...then jack came home n i had to leave...dont like that man...just dont...ill be civil bc hes jons bro...but do not like him....i felt like crap when i got home last night...my stomach was hurtin sumtin fierce n my throat was killlin me...needless to say i woke up sick n called in for work round 9...went back to bed n woke up round 1130 n i feel ok...oy...still crappy but ok......hmmmmm thats the runthrough now to the emotional mumbo jumbo...i have absolutely no idea where me n jon stand right now....its like were together but not...n im fine that way...im actually really happy with it right now...its good u know...we just chill n have fun n goof around...there isnt ne drama right now...i like it a lot...i mean i dont know where its headed but for now its just its good...so i know its kinda whorish n its weird n all those other things but for me its ok...n ima leave it as is for a while.......