My last entry was updated 78 weeks ago. funny how shit changes. Think loves unattainable? Try being gay.

i wish i didn't believe the things i write. i miss those days.

i was going to go to bed tonight but what's the point?

you can really convince yourself you're all grown up if you go away for awhile. friends, beliefs, morals and values are all subject to change, but i'm still me. i can be molded and stretched to my breaking point but i'm still the same boy, obsessing over trivial things while supposedly "becoming a man." could you imagine me referred to as a man? ( Read more... )

i am having a love affair with words, words you'll never read ( Read more... )

see invisible children.

want to know something completely ridiculous? when close friends cant talk stuff out when things get just a bit rocky. i thought high school was done. we all seriously need to grow up. sorry if you hate me, i promise its not mutual.

ive started packing for europe. its almost as though this trip is actually going to happen after months and months of discussion. brighton can be so suffocating can't it? anyways, i think im getting a macbook tomorrow. something else ive been looking forward to for the past year. i feel like this summer will be a good one. theres this sense of ( Read more... )

one week into summer and im already up disgustingly late. alot is changing around me, but i find myself stuck to the same old habits.

i still have no money.
i still eat out daily.
i still have yet to find myself in a real relationship.
i still want the fall to come so badly.

love you all.

i just woke from a dead sleep. i never have to go back.