Dec 07, 2004 00:06
gosh, i never thought i would say this...but i think i've come close to giving up on a lot of things. i've always thought of myself as a strong willed person, but perhaps i just over estimated myself. i'm sure part of it has to do with the season. shorter days and colder nights leave me feeling very short changed and cold. another thing is the transition that's going on in life, this year is approaching it's end and next year a few of us will go to different universities. there's a strong possibility that by this time next year i will have lost contact with friends that i have today. not that i want to...but that's just the way things work out for the most part...at least with me. hopefully it wont be the case, i was hoping to grow old with the friends i have now.
it's the most terrible feeling i have ever exprienced.