Terminal Illness.

[jubjub]

I thought I had conquered it. I felt the worst had been over and all that was left was me moving forward in my life, but I guess that is not the case. Life has other plans. Today I became lovestruck again. Again! how could it be that with all my rational thinking and belief that "cooler heads will prevail" I have fallen for the second time. I just don't understand the dynamics of it all.

here is the wisdom I got today.

"The heart is something you can't control / we either choose to follow or be left on our own"
Rise Against - Voices Off Camera

I don't ever want to forget that.