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So, I have been dating this guy since the Sunday after Matt dumped me. I am not sure I like him. He's really clingy. He sent me flowers at work when I had known him a little over a week. VERY nice gesture. I have ALWAYS wanted flowers at work, but...I don't know. It's weird. You make this list of things you want in your head, and when you get them...it's not what you thought it would be. I think I really should be single. I just jump into relationships. I want so desperately to be okay with just being me, alone. I find myself constantly searching, though. When I go out ANYWHERE I am looking. Looking for my next PREY! HA! I am boy crazy! I am serious! ANywhere I go, if I see a cute boy, I get into flirt mode. You know, that look in your eyes, the half smile, a coy half look then look away. I always stand tall in that confident manner, never look at the flower, make eye contact. I am a pretty good flirt, it almost always works. However, maybe I should find someone I get along with first and then flirt. MAN, too bad all my friends are gay, where is MY Chandler?